She

She
She always sit there in the church
She always sit there in the foodcourt
She always has her own spot
and she always there

She
She can be very feminim
she can be very gothic
She can be very tomboy
She can be very sweet
She can be very cruel
She can be very naughty
She can be very kind
She can be very emo
She can be anything.....

but one thing she couldn't do
she can be patient

She doesn't like to be in a rush
She doesn't like to be pushed to admit something
She doesn't like to hear a children's screaming voice

but
She likes watching kolosal movie
She likes reading stephenie meyer's novel
She likes listening to paramore
She likes to eat sushi
She likes to drink lemon tea
She likes to make her own pasta
She likes blue roses
She likes converse shoes

She is the reason that i woke up early in the morning
and go to bed earlier than before
because i know, there's nothing more interesting, when she's not around
She is the reason that i used blackberry and twitter
She is the reason when i suddenly smiling without any specific occasion

She is someone that i always think about when i wake up in the morning and right before i close my eyes and go to my dream

Maybe it's true that we were seperated
Maybe it's true that i can live without you
Maybe it's true that u want lovers or nothing
Maybe it's true that i dont even know what your doin right now
Maybe it's true that nothings immortal, all we have is between "hallo" and "goodbye"
Maybe it's true that i'm still hoping for a miracle that we can be back for good again
Maybe it's true that in every moment in my life, happy or sad, i wish you were there

i just wanna say that
You're The Best I Ever Had

i know i will never forget u
no matter how hard i try
but i should let you go

because the hardest and the greatest things in earth to do is to let go something that we love because we really love them so........
if u love something or someone so badly, u should let them go
if they return to your life, they will be foreverly yours :)
if someday, for God's will, you comeback to my life, i will ever not let you go


to end this february
i wanna say
i love u enough to let u go

no need to say goodbye

i wrote this because u said that my blog will be more interesting if i write more
about my love life stories, and here it goes, dedicated for u

but i think its enough, enough for the sad and the melancholic post in my blog :)
i've write a lot about it

Welcome MARCH